d i s a s t e r : p i e c e

Okay so maybe the blog everyday thing isn't working out :P Meeeh, I knew I wouldn't be able to spare enough time to do so seeing as I've got a fully booked schedule ^__^ I don't really know why but I feel so..forgiven lately, I'm wishing everyone loads of happiness and bliss, even those who have hurt me :D It's absolutely great, makes me get a better perspective of how things have been and should be ^^ I mean obviously I didn't want any of this to end up this way, but what can we do right? :) As long as you're happy I'm happy! Don't think I have anything special to say, went to IHGR today due to CAS and spoke in front of all the teenie weenie 12-years olds (were we really that cute too!?) about stuff. Very professional actually, I forgot how young you really are at that age and was expecting gangster type kids who'd swallow me whole or get me to cry in front of them.
Anywhoo school has never been more fun! :D and friends are fun! Especially great friends like Thomas, Erick, Maria and Anita! I should mention Shrek too xD
Things are settling out quite nicely, if only Erick would stop insisting that I should go out with Thomas now. He thinks it would be really nice if we got together and surprisingly enough Anita agrees. It's really weird but I've never thought about anything like this and the fact that others think that we should get together cause it'd be convenient is quite disturbing xD Somehow I don't think I've heard the last of this but we'll see what happens =P Something is already cooking between the two mentioned above as it is, despite how much Erick denies it.
And some other good news; Poriya is coming to GBG, when he does not know, but he needs to find a hotel so he can stay over the weekend so more update on that later. Speaking of the man, he put me on the phone with one of his "Paki" friends who turned out to be quite charming, at least until he started asking me how long I lived in england :P I do not have an english accent! I have no accent at all xD Weeell, speaking hindi with someone else after like for ever was fun, I kept switching back to english though, don't feel to comfortable with Hindi unfortunately =)

I miss Neeraj. I haven't spoken to him in forever it seems and our contact on MSN has even ceased to exist. Mostly I worry about how he's doing because of his grandma and I know how hard this all is on him. He just has to be the type that goes on smiling and hiding his own pain to make sure others around him can keep their strength, even though on the inside his heart might be breaking, just as I had witnessed for myself in NY..I don't want him to be hurting, but I can't even do anything about it now..

Remindertoself: Buy Powerking for Staffan and Ludvig.


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