d i s a s t e r : p i e c e

Okay, so I realized I haven't written anything for the past uh..17 weeks or so as Thomas kindly made me realize but I didn't have anything important or so to write about as it was.

Life is running smoothly at last it seems and I am a lot happier now than I was a year ago.
It seems that everything that created bumps here and there may not be completely gone but make less difference now.
I am in love with everything that I have around me as it all just radiates positive energy, most likely because of the summery tint everything seems to reflect now that spring is near..

There are only subtle changes in my life, friends as one aspect, have had a major face lift due to something that happened a while ago, bringing me a lot closer to Erick and Di giving me more insight on what they are really like. All this time that I spent with them, I was never really *with* them as I hung out mainly with Thomas though now the tables have changed. It may seem irksome at times but it works out, and I know well how Erick feels about this so I am sort of obligated to keep it up, though I do love him very much as a friend and have little intention of changing the circumstances that have been created now. It's a long, long story and that fact that I know it is enough without me having to recite it on LJ.

There's not a lot more to tell, other than that summer is very much awaited as I have two tickets out of this country due 3 months from now =D I love this place, but I really need to get away if Erick is moving because I'd rather be the one who leaves this time than have someone else leave me. A well thought strategy I have adopted thanks again to Thomas who seems to think along similar lines though seemed pissed when I spoke to him about my plans. Whatever.
And also, summer school at Boston Uni. seems like a likelihood now, haha, is it that obvious how much I don't want to stay in Sweden? I'm not good at saying goodbye and I hate when things end so just no.. He'll hate me for it but it would make things a lot more simpler this way.
Really, where did the young optimistic "we'll-stay-in-touch-forever-no-matter-what-happens" Aarti go? Experiences from bad relationships has taught me a thing or two and I am no longer a sucker for those idealistic thoughts, clearly that never works out. Unfortunately I am still a hopeless romantic. Old habits die hard I guess.

Anyway, I didn't have anything at all sensible to write and will now stop rambling.
lots of Love.