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Another week of school has gone by and the end of term along with the end of year exams are approaching at a rapid speed, I fear yet look forward to letting time fly by me and somehow bring it to a stop when I'm in India again.
This week...has been very unusual, the changes mentioned in Aarti's previous entry did that place and the transition shall we say wasn't very smooth for everyone.
And what about Aarti? Well.. She's slowly getting used to my new environment and slightly enjoying it but we'll see, I'm still having problems with the actual "make this serious" part since I can't let it to be serious when I know that all relationships end so why hurt myself by going there?
In all my past relationships it took me a lot of time to adjust and settle in but when I did I had little intention of making changes and really did believe that it could last forever, like the naive fool I was. I'd love to say that hey, I'm just taking one step at a time this time around but I know that eventually I will fall for this guy and it'll hurt so much when it ends and it's tedious having your heart get broken over and over again when there isn't really much your asking for.
It's really sad..I used to be such a hopelessly positive romantic and don't get me wrong, I still do believe in love, but the tendency to think that it will last forever is slowly diminishing. But I'm not gonna let that get me down, shit happens every day right?
Oh and it's Thomas' birthday next week! I had such a great plan for his b'day but it sorta came to my attention that it would be REALLY mean and he'd probably never talk to me again and/or cry. So Aarti needs to find a great gift for the man by the end of this weekend (Isn't this talking in 3rd person thing getting creepy?) I need to call Erick!
I'm just gonna let my thoughts go and hope for the best regarding all of these things now because maybe that's what my real problem is.
groggyThis week...has been very unusual, the changes mentioned in Aarti's previous entry did that place and the transition shall we say wasn't very smooth for everyone.
And what about Aarti? Well.. She's slowly getting used to my new environment and slightly enjoying it but we'll see, I'm still having problems with the actual "make this serious" part since I can't let it to be serious when I know that all relationships end so why hurt myself by going there?
In all my past relationships it took me a lot of time to adjust and settle in but when I did I had little intention of making changes and really did believe that it could last forever, like the naive fool I was. I'd love to say that hey, I'm just taking one step at a time this time around but I know that eventually I will fall for this guy and it'll hurt so much when it ends and it's tedious having your heart get broken over and over again when there isn't really much your asking for.
It's really sad..I used to be such a hopelessly positive romantic and don't get me wrong, I still do believe in love, but the tendency to think that it will last forever is slowly diminishing. But I'm not gonna let that get me down, shit happens every day right?
Oh and it's Thomas' birthday next week! I had such a great plan for his b'day but it sorta came to my attention that it would be REALLY mean and he'd probably never talk to me again and/or cry. So Aarti needs to find a great gift for the man by the end of this weekend (Isn't this talking in 3rd person thing getting creepy?) I need to call Erick!
I'm just gonna let my thoughts go and hope for the best regarding all of these things now because maybe that's what my real problem is.
